you are missed...

I saw the sun rise before I fell asleep... the day dawned & I was dismayed and chaotic... night looms again & I fear sleep...

I am "spoiled"!! as many would attest to it. However, I do not think so. I did not think so...until the sun set yesterday. My world seemed incomplete, desolate and quite. I didn't feel spoiled at all when I forced myself to my bedroom...I didn't feel spoiled when I watched the sun rise & had no one to share it with.

Amazing how we take things, people and certain liberties for granted? I am probably the only one to admit it. Life does not stop as time does not. It goes on!! I fear the day I have to go along alone. It is unbearable now knowing that it is only temporary...